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[belenen]

icon: "overwhelmed (the character Keenan from "Playing By Heart," with hands over their face covering their eyes and head tilted back)"Reflecting on my relationships this past week, I realized that I have been pouring a lot of energy out and not getting much back. This isn't a problem when I'm in a period of abundance, because I don't mind it in

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[call_me_katya]

I'm never sure whether to write stuff like this as I'm not sure if it will have the desired effect [a positive one] or make the person sad, or feel pressured, which isn't my intent.

What I want to say is even though I live far away I do consider you a friend. I know we can't make plans and it's not really achieving anything for me to say this, but understand that people do want to connect with you. Hope this statement isn't draining as it's not an expectation of you, just a... thing!

I completely understand how draining it can be when plans change around though, and are rescheduled. People don't realise how much someone can focus on a time and place and if it changes, the whole energy shifts.

[belenen]

I feel you are a friend too! I am quite glad to have 'met' you -- it has been a long time since I found someone through LJ that I clicked with on this level. I appreciate this comment a lot <3

If you were interested and able, on Wednesdays at 10:30pm your time I'm going to be meditating and if you were interested you could join? This week it's just going to be at the same time, but some weeks it will be via google hangout (all you need is a gmail address).

[call_me_katya]

I had actually been considering replying to your meditation call [I had already worked out the times, etc!] but was holding back from replying for a few reasons.

1. That I can't guarantee to be free at that time every Wednesday. Some weeks I'm still in work, although tomorrow I'll be free.

2. I've never really meditated before. When you say "I text to ask how theirs went and describe mine" I wonder to myself What if nothing happens? Is something supposed to happen? How will I describe nothingness?

If you're okay with that though, I'm free tomorrow and happy to give you a number or gmail address if you need [the email I gave you before was hotmail].

And thank you <3

[belenen]

there are no worries about 1 or 2 -- sometimes I don't have much to say either! and I won't mind if you only come occasionally. Sorry I didn't get back to you before wednesday! please do give me your gmail address ;-)

[call_me_katya]

It's okay, I joined in on Wednesday and hope to do so again [although this Wed I'll be working at a stand up comedy show which will only finish when the comedians stop talking, which could be anytime! Comedians like to TALK].

My gmail is candyseyesmusic@gmail.com

I hardly ever use it as it's more for organising gigs, but if I know it'll be in use on Wednesdays I'll know to log in!