I will probably start writing in this more now that I have started school. Woo Hoo! haha I should be done with Fresno City this semester...that is, if I pass all of my classes. SO much has happened this summer. Good times...I guess. But now, I must be off. Farewell!

I cut tonight. It was wonderful. It felt so greeat to actually be able to let myself enjoy it. My relationship with Ben seems like it is falling apart and he is my only reason to keep moving forward and progressing in my treatment, and he seems to be fading away...so why move forward? When the hope I had it gone and he gave up. So I give up. And I ( Read more... )

Life goes in and out of stinking. I work a lot...sometimes almost 40 hours, and now I am starting summer school at 8am days a week. All the while, I am trying to keep my relationship going ( Read more... )

I need friends. Not just any type of friends, but a group of friends where I have a lot in common with the people. I need those types of friends. I get so lonely. I wish that I had a girlfriend to just call up and talk with her about the Bible study tonight and whether I should go or not. I am content with being a hermit and watching many episodes ( Read more... )

I don't like my boyfriend reading this journal...probably because I want to use it to vent about things he may do in my life ( Read more... )

"This little light of mine"

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I know I haven't been on lately...I have been busy with work ( Read more... )

Oh! I absolutely love when they turn on the swamp cooler! We are so bad ass because we have one! It smells and feel so great! When I was younger, I would walk through it pretending I was Alive in Wonderland. Yeah...haha.

I really am addicted to otter pops. Yum yum.

My tattoo is almost done healing. Yay! It was looking pretty gross for a while ( Read more... )

there is green paint in the shape of a cross on my bed. haha! i guess i should have tried to clean it off better? haha oh goodness...I hope it washes out!