May 23, 2006 15:56
I need friends. Not just any type of friends, but a group of friends where I have a lot in common with the people. I need those types of friends. I get so lonely. I wish that I had a girlfriend to just call up and talk with her about the Bible study tonight and whether I should go or not. I am content with being a hermit and watching many episodes of Gilmore Girls, or just going over to my boyfriends house, but it would be healthy to get out with other people since I haven't seen them all in a few weeks. But I don't have that much in common with them so whenever I try to stand by them when they are having conversations, I really don't have a lot to say. I wish things could be like they were last summer when I had more friends near. I need to find a group of friends that have the same music taste as I do...so far Ben seems to be the only one. Not just music tastes, but the same type of humor. I dunno...people that click. I don't click with any of these people at the Bible study...but sometimes, I just get so lonely that I will go to it just so I can feel like, even if just for one night, I have girlfriends that care.