It's summer!
and that means school's out. So I'm officially a junior now. ...Wow, I've been on here since... end of seventh grade? I guess I really like this place. :P
Anyway, I'm kinda happy school's out, because that means I get more time to do the things I want to do- write, play music... basically work, but fun work. (Whether I'll get a real job or not is still up for interpretation.) While I'm sure the first week or two will be really nice, I'm probably going to get bored like I always do in the summer. Well, we're moving apartments in a couple weeks, so that'll be something new... don't really want to, love this place (to an extent) but we'll survive.
Saw my older brother graduate on Thursday... it's so weird. I can remember us all being little and having dance competitions in the living room, him teaching me and my twin about geography in elementary school when we would play summer school... I miss those days. I hope he's happy when he goes off to college- mid-September, I think. We're having a graduation party tomorrow with my mom's family before my recital tomorrow night.
Had MYA last night- already talked about it on the Spork Room (which I am getting REALLY addicted to now, which is probably a good thing...), but I haven't blogged here in a few days, so... :P
Glad I went, but I didn't have that much fun. Ben was there and I got to talk to him a little, which was nice. But we were mingling, not discussing anything, so I was just sitting on the side, not doing much... not good at socializing. When we left for starbucks I noticed Brendan was sitting outside, and I was happy... I really like him. Probably have since I met him in December. And I also probably shouldn't. Regardless of if I think he's cute or not, I don't really know him, and from what I've heard from other people, it wouldn't be a good idea. But I can't help it, and I'm not sure which "side" to take. And if I try not to have a crush on him, it feels weird imagining not liking anybody, not "striving" for somebody, though I'm not really sure if that's the right way to put it. *puzzled face* I still don't understand all this stuff.
Ended up being pretty sad when I got home last night- more out of disappointment because, even though I had over an hour at the starbucks with everybody, I didn't really socialize- just kind of watched- and didn't interact with Brendan at all except for the fact that he drove us over and he waved goodbye when I was leaving. Thinking back on it, I don't think I was acting very open towards anybody- don't remember smiling much. I'd probably get people talking to me more if I didn't look annoyed/blank/depressed. But I'm still a little frustrated at myself. *shrug* We'll see how things go.
Back to writing, and then practice for the recital. Hope you guys are having a good time.
Anyway, I'm kinda happy school's out, because that means I get more time to do the things I want to do- write, play music... basically work, but fun work. (Whether I'll get a real job or not is still up for interpretation.) While I'm sure the first week or two will be really nice, I'm probably going to get bored like I always do in the summer. Well, we're moving apartments in a couple weeks, so that'll be something new... don't really want to, love this place (to an extent) but we'll survive.
Saw my older brother graduate on Thursday... it's so weird. I can remember us all being little and having dance competitions in the living room, him teaching me and my twin about geography in elementary school when we would play summer school... I miss those days. I hope he's happy when he goes off to college- mid-September, I think. We're having a graduation party tomorrow with my mom's family before my recital tomorrow night.
Had MYA last night- already talked about it on the Spork Room (which I am getting REALLY addicted to now, which is probably a good thing...), but I haven't blogged here in a few days, so... :P
Glad I went, but I didn't have that much fun. Ben was there and I got to talk to him a little, which was nice. But we were mingling, not discussing anything, so I was just sitting on the side, not doing much... not good at socializing. When we left for starbucks I noticed Brendan was sitting outside, and I was happy... I really like him. Probably have since I met him in December. And I also probably shouldn't. Regardless of if I think he's cute or not, I don't really know him, and from what I've heard from other people, it wouldn't be a good idea. But I can't help it, and I'm not sure which "side" to take. And if I try not to have a crush on him, it feels weird imagining not liking anybody, not "striving" for somebody, though I'm not really sure if that's the right way to put it. *puzzled face* I still don't understand all this stuff.
Ended up being pretty sad when I got home last night- more out of disappointment because, even though I had over an hour at the starbucks with everybody, I didn't really socialize- just kind of watched- and didn't interact with Brendan at all except for the fact that he drove us over and he waved goodbye when I was leaving. Thinking back on it, I don't think I was acting very open towards anybody- don't remember smiling much. I'd probably get people talking to me more if I didn't look annoyed/blank/depressed. But I'm still a little frustrated at myself. *shrug* We'll see how things go.
Back to writing, and then practice for the recital. Hope you guys are having a good time.