I am so busy it makes me stressed, so stressed it makes me cranky, and so cranky it makes me sad.

Woe :(

Oz: So it turns out that writing to meet constant impending deadlines is pretty stressful. I experienced this with writing Dionysus, Aurora, and now Oz. On the one hand, it's rather taxing to keep up. On the other hand, it forces me to sit down and plot carefully, and it forces me to write. I worry that the quality is somewhat diminished, but ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been writing and editing non-stop, and I have, it's just that none of it has been posted yet (for various reasons). I feel like towards the end/middle of December, all my writing in storage is just going to hit the internet like a wave of fury: BAM BAM BAM BAM. Bam. People are going to be sick of my repetitive words by the end ( Read more... )

Oz: After 2 weeks of wangsting over Dean's issues and Cas being generally clueless, I finally posted another chapter of Oz. Thanks and profuse apologies to chat, my various betas (yes, I am indeed so crazy I have THREE different ones to help wrangle my writing into submission, omgwtf), and uselessplayback for being forced to bear the brunt of my writerly whining ( Read more... )

This post will cover miscellaneous topics--

Oz: I have finally written up the next chapter of Oz and sent it to my new temp beta. Now I just need to revise it so it makes sense.

Stress: All the stress in my RL is finally crushing my spirit into the ground. Maybe it would help if I wrote some sad, despairing fic about the weight of the world ( Read more... )

Oz: No new Oz this week. I am buried under a mountain of work in RL, and my beta is trying to wrestle 20,000 words of Aurora to the ground, so it'd heap ingratitude on top of injustice to work her any harder.

Slow Dancing: I have finished up the last 2 parts of this series and I am actually quite happy about how they have turned out. They're now ( Read more... )

The Snow Queen - I hope to come up with a better title soon, since "The Snow Queen" is a bit too obvious for my taste. But nothing's come to me yet that isn't less obvious, so that'll probably be one of the last things I do with this story ( Read more... )

New Friends: I've noticed some new people have friended me. Hello! I presume you are all readers of my fic, since I recognize most of the usernames from comments. My friending policy is generally that I friend everyone who friends me. This journal will contain only my writing, my writing related griping, and other fandom thoughts. I have a ( Read more... )

SPN: I have nothing much to say about this episode either. Yay, Cas is in it! Other than that, I am indifferent.

Oz: Okay, I am taking a week breather from writing/obsessing about this story. I've been thinking about it nonstop of literally days on end, and even have dreams (some very sexy, yes) about it. But this level of immersion is driving ( Read more... )

I want to focus on writing and completing Oz because... like... I wanna get it finished. However, the plot bunny for the really depressing hookerfic (Doppelganger) keeps jumping on my face and attacking me like a disgusting alien ripped from some poor dude's stomach. It's even spawned a second alien bunny: the prequel to really depressing ( Read more... )