just kinda had to jot down my mood
i will peruse this later and try and figure me out
i am depressed today
i was not in the best of moods last night...
but this year has been great so far.
it is more so about facing responsibility of life.
( pouring of feelings )

ok... so most of my posts lately have been absent of updates on me. i haven't known anything definitive for a while so i wanted to wait till i knew more.
for all of you who are wondering (and have been so good being there for me)
here goes...
( christmas till now )

so last night i had a wonderful visit with twistedcat who surpirsed me by bringing lizzc with her. we had some good laughs (despite my order that we not be funny cuz it often hurt to laugh sometimes). We were then joined by james_madison and discussed everything from easter eggs on dvds to lizz's future and her plans of what to do before she leaves L.A. (27 meal times and ( Read more... )

so pain is less by a lil. i feel more optimistic now that for the first time in three days i am getting better.
still cannot leave bed though maybe the morning will hold a different story.
i will post then
~DW

i am sorry that i have not really responded to much lately, i want to give update without worrying everyone, but i think that might be unavoidable so i will just say what is goin on. for those that do not want to read this description, just know i am having a bit of a setback and am in some pain. please just keep me in your thoughts. i just feel ( Read more... )

so today i went in and had the bandage removed and the stitch removed ( Read more... )

so i am home now
surgery over
damage was worse than they thought
but they took care of it all at once

*TMI WARNING*the fragment was supposed to pop out like a cork but it was in shards and so they had to scrape away at bone to remove it all ( Read more... )

thanx to seth, a high school buddy of mine, i am in a bit better mood. i was gonna go all hermetic and he insisted i go get the router for the DSL and that turned into getting the T.V. out of storage (since i cannot lift it) for my recovery room and then he ignored my comments about not accepting charity anymore and bought me lunch at a great ( Read more... )

so my surgery is postponed ( Read more... )

looking to have a friendly hang out with my southern cali friends tonight before i go into surgery ( Read more... )