Monday - Manson/Turbonegroconcert and emotional breakdown: Tatiana, Barry and I went to Fässberg after lunch to get me my money back from Amanda, though we couldn't find her so that was a huge fail. However we found Jokke, Caroline and Mikka which was fun. Then we went home to Tatiana and we danced to 80s music (Tatiana really should have been born ( Read more... )

I have enjoyed making and performing music for you all, I have enjoyed trying to give a little hope
and inspiration to the world. But I feel, especially when I read all this and I go about my days that I have failed.
Im not seeking sympathy or empathy, god, I have to go find something I love and am inspired by in this world again. Many of you will ( Read more... )