Summing up my week so far...
Monday - Manson/Turbonegroconcert and emotional breakdown: Tatiana, Barry and I went to Fässberg after lunch to get me my money back from Amanda, though we couldn't find her so that was a huge fail. However we found Jokke, Caroline and Mikka which was fun. Then we went home to Tatiana and we danced to 80s music (Tatiana really should have been born in the 80s, she really loves the music) and took a lot of silly pictures and ate cous-cous and played with her 1,5 year old sister Eyra. I couldn't help but think that Eyra could might as well have been Tatiana's daughter. It's freaking scary.
Then Barry and I made us ready for the gig and then we went to stand in the queue and met one of her friends. Then Solberg came and we left our stuff (along with ym camera cause it said on the door that thet would check us so we wouldn't bring cameras and cigarettes and stuff inside, which they didn't even do). And got pretty good places in the queue due to Solberg knowing three guys very close to the door in the queue. Which was great. Then we stood freezing in the minus celsius degrees for and hour and a half without jackets and such, which was kinda horrible. At least I had cigarettes and a lighter, which helped a little. Sandra gave me a hickey. And whilst queue-ing a Parlino (this phonesubscription-thing)-car stopped outside and a guy dressed in a feathery yellow suit started giving out little plactic Parlino-men to the people queue-ing. Which was weird. Their look like little yellow gnomes. I'm not kidding. Or little yellow santa's. A girl and a guy took some pictures of me and Hanna with a Parlino-man. Haha. I also met Mira in the queue and she said she liked my hair so that was all great.
Then they finally let us in and we stood waiting in Scandinavium in front of the stage for a bit over an hour for Turbonegro to stand. Sandra and I became friends with to girls from Malmö (Sandra tried to copy their dialect but it sounded awful!) named Vicki and Anna. Vicki looks a bit like Hayley Williams from Paramore. Vicki and Anna where stuck together in these fluffy red handcuffs which said "Sex Slave" on them. Hahah. They were tied together with a wide glittery ribbon. Very pretty!
Then the gig started. I stood with only Anna and Vicki in front of me. Turbonegro started playing and I heard Vicki fall in love with their guitarist (who's got this amazing hat that I want so badly =P He's kinda hot aswell) and it was fun. Though when Turbonegro were almost done playing Anna couldn't handle standing in the front anymore (due to the pressure, especially from two boys who later stood right behind and next to me) so she got pulled over the fence by security guards and got to stand further back.. Then Sandra pulled me to stand in the front in between her and Vicki. It was great. Though the pressure was pretty bad, but I can handle it. Some guys are just plain jerks when it comes to concerts. I mean, don't they understand that they're squashing some girls by the way they behave? Answer: no. At least they don't care.
Manson came up onstage and we were all yelling our troats out. He had broken a vocal cord the day before due to him performing (and getting) oral sex, he explained. Though we didn't notice much that his voice was fucked up. The doctor had told him to cancel the concert but he didn't care about his vocal cords so he performed anyways. He also said we were the best crowd ever and that he should have had us with him the other night when the "vagina-avalanche" that caused his vocal-cord breaking occured. Haha. He had this knife at the end of his microphone and it looked really cool. I stood in the front, just by the fence, a little to the left. After about half the gig Solberg apparently asked Sandra if I was dead yet, due to the people standing behind me being a bit crazy. For a while though I had this nice girl who stood like a decimeter away from me at all times, which was great. But that soon changed into clingy guys trying to totally squash me and Vicki. Vicki told me to put on Anna's handcuff, but Sandra took it instead (she always has this constant need to fit in, I know why cause I kinda psychology-analysed her...). Confetti was flying all through the air during the last songs, which was great. And Manson walked down from the stage during "Beautiful People" and took Solberg's hand and sang directly for her for a while. She was so so happy! And Sandra got Manson's black towel that had been in his face, crotch and his armpits. She wad very happy about that. I touched it so now I'm forever diseased probably... He looked right at me during "Sweet Dreams", which was really cool. He threw a pair of heartshaped glasses out into the crowd when singing "Heartshaped Glasses" and a girl threw up her panties onstage which he smelled and then said that he doesn't like to shower. My mate Mira said she would do that before the gig, but I don't think it was her actually... Got to know the pushy guys (who were both 17 and one of them had seen Manson twice before) and another guy and ask for their Picturedairies. One of the guys was named Markus and he was really cute. Got Vicki's picturedairy aswell, since she had her camera with her. The gig ended at midnight and it was amazing. He was great live, I'd definitly see him again, if I ever get the chance to do so.
Then after the gig I noticed that I had two new voicemessages on my cell from my mom being frustrated about if I was going to have tome to get my hair cut at the appointment she'd gotten for me and I called her up. But since it was midnight she was asleep when I called and went very very bitchy over the phone. All yelling at me not to yell at her. Then I called dad up who was supposed to drive me home and told him the gig was finished and that he was going to drive Sandra, Barry and Solberg home aswell. He was fine with that but not at his best due to the time. So he told me to meet him at this supermarked which is pretty close in 20 minutes. Then I told the girl and Solberg and Barry was all "I neeed to buy a t-shirt, and I maybe want to buy one". So I was like "fine, sure we have time for that, but then we have to go". When we got out in the lobby however (which took time actually due to girls being stupid and stopping every ten seconds for no reason) we met Lollo and Suss and OF COURSE the others had to stop and talk to them for a long time. Which made me really pissed. I was already pissed because of my phonecall with mom (who'd told me to call her directly after hearing the voicemessage) and then them being lazy and then my whole body hurting due to having heavy boys behind me. A girl fainted behind me for god's sakes! Sandra almost fainted aswell due to a stupid old guy with sharp fucking elbows.
Anyways, I finally get Sandra, Barry and Solberg to start walking towards the supermarket and what happends? Solberg and Barry decide that they're suddenly "OH SO THIRSTY" and need drinks right now and have to go to McDonalds (which has a 15 minutes queue at least, always) to buy drinks. That's when I get really pissed off so I tell them to go if they wanna but I was going to the supermarket straight away. So Sandra and I start walking towards the supermarket and all of a sudden Barry and Solberg aren't behind us anymore. So Sandra calls them up and talks to Solberg who says they went into McDonalds to buy drinks and that if my dad arrives before they do we can go. So Sandra and I wait for 4 minutes for dad to arrive and then he drives us home.
Then when I'm just about to step out of the car I get a textmessage from Barry (her dad was going to drive us to school the next day) saying "You can take the bus to school tomorrow" which meant I had to wake up and hour earlier and that I would have to pay for my ride to school and around town due to me forgetting my buscard in Valhalla before the gig with my other stuff that Solberg's mom was going to take care off. So I called Barry up and she was all mad at me (for no reason, really) and said that she didn't want to talk to me and hung up when I tried to explain why we went home, after all Solberg told Sandra it was alright for us to go home. Then I tried calling Solberg and she didn't answer and then I tried to call Barry again after textmessaging her and she wouldn't aswer. Very mature. Then I got so frustrated cause I didn't know how I'd get to school the next day cause then it'd cost me kinda a lot go get around town since I was going to get my hair cut around where mom currently lives aswell. And then I started crying. I guess a lot of schoolstress and bottled up feelings caused it. Then a few minutes later Solberg called, after I'd texted Barry thanking them for contributing to my "emotional breakdown", and excused for not aswering the phone as she "hadn't heard it ringing" and said I shouldn't be crying and that I could pick my buscard up twenty minutes later at her house. So that got me to stop crying. Then I came to the conclusion that I was really hungry (hadn't really eaten anything but breakfast and lunch that day) and I went downstairs (this is at about 1 AM) and ate a sandwitch and two citrusfruits and started crying again. When Solberg called and got me to go get my stuff she apologized for her behaviour and gave me my stuff back and hugged me. That's when Barry calls me up and excuses her behaviour saying she was stressed and so mean cause the buses they were supposed to take got cancelled and she'd walked around in the cold in only a tee for about an hour (can't have been an hour though, cause it only took them like an hour to get home after I was home)... so I forgave her. Then I went home and continued crying. I couldn't help myself! I was just so so so depressed and sick of everything.
Me and Tatiana...
Barry Tatiana and I in Tatiana's bed... we look fucked up^^
Barry and I. Yes she has a BLACK EYE, due to her getting knocked by her horse. Poor girl.
Lookin silly
This is Vicki and Anna
I love the neonpink make-up around his eyes, it was all glowing!
He was like a marionette-doll-dictator hanging over the podium, really cool/frightening
Tuesday - School Quits for Winterholidays: Barry's dad drove us to school. I was still kinda mad at Barry but I decided to ignore it all since I HATE conflicts and can't handle them. We started helping all the people in our musicclass to get ready for the performance. Then it was time! All of us where wearing Santa-hats and Staffan and Rikard also wore beards, and Staffan also had sunnies (apparently he saw nothing when we played xD) and we were going to sing "I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus" in our punk-version. Barry and I sand the first verse in english (it's still very visible that she has a huge crush on Rikard btw) and then Gabriel (the son of a preacher-man, not kidding) played his nose-flute solo and got everybody to laugh and lastly Barry and I sang the verse in swedish. This was in front of our whole school, ca 350 people and they seemed to like it! Johanna was there too (she had a dentistappointment later and wasn't going to school at all first, but wanted to see my performance so she was there for that)! Then everyone where off to their classroom and a girl in the first year got this claustrophobic-panicattack. Poor girl! She layed down on the floor and started crying and shaking a little bit. Then my class gathered in our classroom and ate gingerbread-cookies and drank x-mas-cola. Then everyone said goodbye and gave eachother small gifts. Then Malin, Barry and I went into Gothenburg and ate at Burger King. Then I went to mom to get my hair cut at Olskrokstorget. Which I did. After a picture of Audrey Kitching, I love her hair. I'm actually happy about my new haircut. Do you like it aswell?
Me, after getting my hair cut
Weird pose.
Wednesday: I've done basically nothing. Except fucking up my sleeping-schedule and talked to Solberg on the phone and cleaned my room due to mom being her. Also little Valo came up the stairs and visited me in my room an hour ago. Cuteness <3
Guess what? Now my hand hurt. I have bruises since the concert aswell and my ribs kinda hurt.
Night you guys! xxxxxxx
Then Barry and I made us ready for the gig and then we went to stand in the queue and met one of her friends. Then Solberg came and we left our stuff (along with ym camera cause it said on the door that thet would check us so we wouldn't bring cameras and cigarettes and stuff inside, which they didn't even do). And got pretty good places in the queue due to Solberg knowing three guys very close to the door in the queue. Which was great. Then we stood freezing in the minus celsius degrees for and hour and a half without jackets and such, which was kinda horrible. At least I had cigarettes and a lighter, which helped a little. Sandra gave me a hickey. And whilst queue-ing a Parlino (this phonesubscription-thing)-car stopped outside and a guy dressed in a feathery yellow suit started giving out little plactic Parlino-men to the people queue-ing. Which was weird. Their look like little yellow gnomes. I'm not kidding. Or little yellow santa's. A girl and a guy took some pictures of me and Hanna with a Parlino-man. Haha. I also met Mira in the queue and she said she liked my hair so that was all great.
Then they finally let us in and we stood waiting in Scandinavium in front of the stage for a bit over an hour for Turbonegro to stand. Sandra and I became friends with to girls from Malmö (Sandra tried to copy their dialect but it sounded awful!) named Vicki and Anna. Vicki looks a bit like Hayley Williams from Paramore. Vicki and Anna where stuck together in these fluffy red handcuffs which said "Sex Slave" on them. Hahah. They were tied together with a wide glittery ribbon. Very pretty!
Then the gig started. I stood with only Anna and Vicki in front of me. Turbonegro started playing and I heard Vicki fall in love with their guitarist (who's got this amazing hat that I want so badly =P He's kinda hot aswell) and it was fun. Though when Turbonegro were almost done playing Anna couldn't handle standing in the front anymore (due to the pressure, especially from two boys who later stood right behind and next to me) so she got pulled over the fence by security guards and got to stand further back.. Then Sandra pulled me to stand in the front in between her and Vicki. It was great. Though the pressure was pretty bad, but I can handle it. Some guys are just plain jerks when it comes to concerts. I mean, don't they understand that they're squashing some girls by the way they behave? Answer: no. At least they don't care.
Manson came up onstage and we were all yelling our troats out. He had broken a vocal cord the day before due to him performing (and getting) oral sex, he explained. Though we didn't notice much that his voice was fucked up. The doctor had told him to cancel the concert but he didn't care about his vocal cords so he performed anyways. He also said we were the best crowd ever and that he should have had us with him the other night when the "vagina-avalanche" that caused his vocal-cord breaking occured. Haha. He had this knife at the end of his microphone and it looked really cool. I stood in the front, just by the fence, a little to the left. After about half the gig Solberg apparently asked Sandra if I was dead yet, due to the people standing behind me being a bit crazy. For a while though I had this nice girl who stood like a decimeter away from me at all times, which was great. But that soon changed into clingy guys trying to totally squash me and Vicki. Vicki told me to put on Anna's handcuff, but Sandra took it instead (she always has this constant need to fit in, I know why cause I kinda psychology-analysed her...). Confetti was flying all through the air during the last songs, which was great. And Manson walked down from the stage during "Beautiful People" and took Solberg's hand and sang directly for her for a while. She was so so happy! And Sandra got Manson's black towel that had been in his face, crotch and his armpits. She wad very happy about that. I touched it so now I'm forever diseased probably... He looked right at me during "Sweet Dreams", which was really cool. He threw a pair of heartshaped glasses out into the crowd when singing "Heartshaped Glasses" and a girl threw up her panties onstage which he smelled and then said that he doesn't like to shower. My mate Mira said she would do that before the gig, but I don't think it was her actually... Got to know the pushy guys (who were both 17 and one of them had seen Manson twice before) and another guy and ask for their Picturedairies. One of the guys was named Markus and he was really cute. Got Vicki's picturedairy aswell, since she had her camera with her. The gig ended at midnight and it was amazing. He was great live, I'd definitly see him again, if I ever get the chance to do so.
Then after the gig I noticed that I had two new voicemessages on my cell from my mom being frustrated about if I was going to have tome to get my hair cut at the appointment she'd gotten for me and I called her up. But since it was midnight she was asleep when I called and went very very bitchy over the phone. All yelling at me not to yell at her. Then I called dad up who was supposed to drive me home and told him the gig was finished and that he was going to drive Sandra, Barry and Solberg home aswell. He was fine with that but not at his best due to the time. So he told me to meet him at this supermarked which is pretty close in 20 minutes. Then I told the girl and Solberg and Barry was all "I neeed to buy a t-shirt, and I maybe want to buy one". So I was like "fine, sure we have time for that, but then we have to go". When we got out in the lobby however (which took time actually due to girls being stupid and stopping every ten seconds for no reason) we met Lollo and Suss and OF COURSE the others had to stop and talk to them for a long time. Which made me really pissed. I was already pissed because of my phonecall with mom (who'd told me to call her directly after hearing the voicemessage) and then them being lazy and then my whole body hurting due to having heavy boys behind me. A girl fainted behind me for god's sakes! Sandra almost fainted aswell due to a stupid old guy with sharp fucking elbows.
Anyways, I finally get Sandra, Barry and Solberg to start walking towards the supermarket and what happends? Solberg and Barry decide that they're suddenly "OH SO THIRSTY" and need drinks right now and have to go to McDonalds (which has a 15 minutes queue at least, always) to buy drinks. That's when I get really pissed off so I tell them to go if they wanna but I was going to the supermarket straight away. So Sandra and I start walking towards the supermarket and all of a sudden Barry and Solberg aren't behind us anymore. So Sandra calls them up and talks to Solberg who says they went into McDonalds to buy drinks and that if my dad arrives before they do we can go. So Sandra and I wait for 4 minutes for dad to arrive and then he drives us home.
Then when I'm just about to step out of the car I get a textmessage from Barry (her dad was going to drive us to school the next day) saying "You can take the bus to school tomorrow" which meant I had to wake up and hour earlier and that I would have to pay for my ride to school and around town due to me forgetting my buscard in Valhalla before the gig with my other stuff that Solberg's mom was going to take care off. So I called Barry up and she was all mad at me (for no reason, really) and said that she didn't want to talk to me and hung up when I tried to explain why we went home, after all Solberg told Sandra it was alright for us to go home. Then I tried calling Solberg and she didn't answer and then I tried to call Barry again after textmessaging her and she wouldn't aswer. Very mature. Then I got so frustrated cause I didn't know how I'd get to school the next day cause then it'd cost me kinda a lot go get around town since I was going to get my hair cut around where mom currently lives aswell. And then I started crying. I guess a lot of schoolstress and bottled up feelings caused it. Then a few minutes later Solberg called, after I'd texted Barry thanking them for contributing to my "emotional breakdown", and excused for not aswering the phone as she "hadn't heard it ringing" and said I shouldn't be crying and that I could pick my buscard up twenty minutes later at her house. So that got me to stop crying. Then I came to the conclusion that I was really hungry (hadn't really eaten anything but breakfast and lunch that day) and I went downstairs (this is at about 1 AM) and ate a sandwitch and two citrusfruits and started crying again. When Solberg called and got me to go get my stuff she apologized for her behaviour and gave me my stuff back and hugged me. That's when Barry calls me up and excuses her behaviour saying she was stressed and so mean cause the buses they were supposed to take got cancelled and she'd walked around in the cold in only a tee for about an hour (can't have been an hour though, cause it only took them like an hour to get home after I was home)... so I forgave her. Then I went home and continued crying. I couldn't help myself! I was just so so so depressed and sick of everything.
Me and Tatiana...
Barry Tatiana and I in Tatiana's bed... we look fucked up^^
Barry and I. Yes she has a BLACK EYE, due to her getting knocked by her horse. Poor girl.
Lookin silly
This is Vicki and Anna
I love the neonpink make-up around his eyes, it was all glowing!
He was like a marionette-doll-dictator hanging over the podium, really cool/frightening
Tuesday - School Quits for Winterholidays: Barry's dad drove us to school. I was still kinda mad at Barry but I decided to ignore it all since I HATE conflicts and can't handle them. We started helping all the people in our musicclass to get ready for the performance. Then it was time! All of us where wearing Santa-hats and Staffan and Rikard also wore beards, and Staffan also had sunnies (apparently he saw nothing when we played xD) and we were going to sing "I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus" in our punk-version. Barry and I sand the first verse in english (it's still very visible that she has a huge crush on Rikard btw) and then Gabriel (the son of a preacher-man, not kidding) played his nose-flute solo and got everybody to laugh and lastly Barry and I sang the verse in swedish. This was in front of our whole school, ca 350 people and they seemed to like it! Johanna was there too (she had a dentistappointment later and wasn't going to school at all first, but wanted to see my performance so she was there for that)! Then everyone where off to their classroom and a girl in the first year got this claustrophobic-panicattack. Poor girl! She layed down on the floor and started crying and shaking a little bit. Then my class gathered in our classroom and ate gingerbread-cookies and drank x-mas-cola. Then everyone said goodbye and gave eachother small gifts. Then Malin, Barry and I went into Gothenburg and ate at Burger King. Then I went to mom to get my hair cut at Olskrokstorget. Which I did. After a picture of Audrey Kitching, I love her hair. I'm actually happy about my new haircut. Do you like it aswell?
Me, after getting my hair cut
Weird pose.
Wednesday: I've done basically nothing. Except fucking up my sleeping-schedule and talked to Solberg on the phone and cleaned my room due to mom being her. Also little Valo came up the stairs and visited me in my room an hour ago. Cuteness <3
Guess what? Now my hand hurt. I have bruises since the concert aswell and my ribs kinda hurt.
Night you guys! xxxxxxx