- My column was way too long and I loved it, but my editor warned me that it’s probably going to get chopped in half by the time it runs. I hate that! And there was an issue with who to attribute a quote to that was totally, ridiculously and unceccarily time consuming to rectify ( Read more... )

I'm a big ball of complicated feelings right now. It was a puzzley night. There was some fantasticness and a lot of fun but also some weirdness and stuff I need to process and some things that made me really mad ( Read more... )

I feel really odd right now ( Read more... )

I can't really believe that I have to do this but to the people that are apparently reading my journal and freaking out about things that it says? Well, there's an easy way out of that. One simple enough that I'm sure both of you can figure out ( Read more... )

Carrie moved away, didn’t really talk to me before she left, skipped out on the toboggan party she promised to be at (two of ‘em, actually), I still have a present for her that I was never able to give her and she left town with my rather expensive air rifle ( Read more... )

Carrie isn’t talking to me and I don’t know what her reasons are. Erica and I have also been mostly silent with each other for a week. I don’t know what’s behind her hush but I know my reasons and don’t care that they aren’t particularly valid.

I’m just sick of this shit.

Sick of these girls.

I’m starting to think I won’t miss them at all.

And them ( Read more... )

"'Cuz no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, letting it go hurts worse." - Grey's Anatomy ( Read more... )

I’ve decided that my personal life is living in two distinct, separate realities right now ( Read more... )

So I was cheering myself up with pictures of T n S, then I got bored and started writing, which was distracting for a while.

Now, two hours later, for some reason I’ve been swimming the murky depths of fandom. Not normal fandom, like South of Nowhere fics or something, but real people slash and shit.

Okay, I’m making myself sound creepy. I was ( Read more... )

- I didn’t see any of Samantha Ronson ( Read more... )