mountain 'o things?
I'm a big ball of complicated feelings right now. It was a puzzley night. There was some fantasticness and a lot of fun but also some weirdness and stuff I need to process and some things that made me really mad.
None of the unpleasant is from Tracy Chapman who is 437 kinds of amazing and put on an incredible show. It does have to do with family friends who are apparently epic assholes that managed to leave a dirty cloud on the edges of my entire evening. There are also some emotions I'm still trying to sort and accept and move past plus a whole side incident that could cause me more grief than it already has.
I feel jumbley and frustrated and as seems to happen so often lately, I can't savour the good moments for dwelling on the bad and the less good. And a night with only good would be too much to ask, I suppose.
None of the unpleasant is from Tracy Chapman who is 437 kinds of amazing and put on an incredible show. It does have to do with family friends who are apparently epic assholes that managed to leave a dirty cloud on the edges of my entire evening. There are also some emotions I'm still trying to sort and accept and move past plus a whole side incident that could cause me more grief than it already has.
I feel jumbley and frustrated and as seems to happen so often lately, I can't savour the good moments for dwelling on the bad and the less good. And a night with only good would be too much to ask, I suppose.