My Dear
le_mouton!
I'm sorry for being late, but you do know why I couldn't post yesterday ÖÖ
I so hope you'll like that little drabble! I didn't write about our guys for a long time so I hope I kept my hand in!^^
*HUGS TIGHT*
ADVENT CALENDAR 2008
Day
For
Fandom
Character(s)/Pairing
Prompt
From
1 *
bloodyrosered Supernatural
Dean Winchester
"Strange and Beautiful" by Aqualung
vodooman 2 *
morelindele Naruto
Naruto/Sasuke
"On Fire" by Switchfoot
svgurl 3 *
kos_mos607 The Covenant
Caleb/Pogue
"Forbidden Colours" by David Sylvian & Ryuichi Sakamoto
souzoukyuuketsu 4 *
heera_ookami Smallville
Bart/Oliver
"Sunday Morning" by Velvet Underground
petite_dilly 5 *
quiet__tiger Smallville
AC & Bart & Victor
"Ring my bells" by Enrique Iglesias
bloodyrosered 6 *
stardust_ltd The Covenant
Reid/Tyler
"Trouble Sleeping" by Corinne Bailey Rae
jessm78 7 *
vodooman Smallville
Chloe/Davis & AC
"Devil Town" by Bright Eyes
alohomoraa 8 *
petite_dilly Saint Seiya
Aiolia/Marine
"Where I End and You Begin" by Radiohead
selenna 9 *
country_bee Supernatural
Castiel
"Everything You Want" by Vertical Horizon
quiet__tiger 10 *
lilie_the_mouse Saint Seiya
Aldébaran/Mû
"Temptation Waits" by Garbage
melindra 11 *
le_mouton Harry Potter
Blaise/Draco
"Far Away" by Nickelback
kos_mos607 FOR
le_moutonDECEMBER 11th
Characters/Pairing: Blaise/Draco
Fandom: Harry Potter
Prompt by:
kos_mos607Song : "Far Away" by Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
You’re standing there, the same place, when you held out your hand to me for the first time. When I refused to shake hand with you, you the son of dark magic.
Not too close to the fire bone, not too far away. Just under the frail and golden olive tree. Nobody is seeing you; everybody knows that you’re here, the beauty and the glory of an Angel.
I haven’t seen you for years, nobody saw you for years.
You don’t hide from the world, but the world just can’t stand to watch at your face. The scare face of a Deatheater. The glorious face of Harry Potter’s more loyal ally in that horrible war. He believed in you when nobody did and you won with him, for him.
And I wished I wasn’t so young and so stupid, so lost by all my a priori, my ridiculous prejudices, not wanting to chose a team, not wanting to believe in you, a Malfoy.
I should have seen the magic of your sincerity in the bright pale of your moon color eyes. But I refused to believe in you when you told me you’re Dumbledore’s spy, when you ask for me to be the only friend you needed to have. I rejected you with haughty and mocking words, you, the only man I shared my bed with, you, the only man I ever desired.
I didn’t want to be a traitor for you; I didn’t want to admit that this wasn’t only physical between you and me. I rejected you that night not knowing I’d never see you again until tonight, so many years later. We fought on the same side, but I never saw you. Not once.
I didn’t marry, how could I? Not because of my blood but because of you. You didn’t marry either. Why haven’t you? A lot of women wouldn’t even think before agreeing to marry Draco Malfoy, the Hero, the Rich man, the Beautiful Angel. I still hope the place you gave me in your heart when I was too stupid to understand it, to accept it, is still warm of me, for me.
I am now walking toward you; sweaty hands, heart beating like a mad and I hope you’ll at least be as magnanimous with me as you’ve been with your enemies. That you’ll agree to look at me. To see that it has always been you and only you. That you’ll take me back even if you trample on my heart. Because there isn’t nothing more important than you, my only love.
“Blaise” your tender voice, and I’m pretty sure cherubs’ voices couldn’t be nicer, greeted me even before you should be able to see me.
And I was crying now, my knees on the cold and hard ground, holding your hand in mine, smelling the perfume of your skin again, knowing you never forgot about me. The sinner.
But now I’ll be here for you, everyday, so I need you to believe in me.
"Far Away" by Nickelback
Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and
Never let me go
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