fresh again
I've been going through old journal entries and calendars, refreshing my memory and making notes so that I can scrapbook in Julia and Kim's albums. It's important to me that I be thorough, but it's hard to go back and read about our lives as we waited for Abby to be born, grieved her death, and then jumped on the emotional rollercoaster of grieving while adjusting to my pregnancy with Charlotte.
My head hurts.
Sometimes I forget just how painful it all was but when I go back and read my own words, I remember. With every cell in my body, I remember.
My head hurts.
Sometimes I forget just how painful it all was but when I go back and read my own words, I remember. With every cell in my body, I remember.