Today was an exceptionally good and alone day ( Read more... )

I really dislike having to feel as if I'm forcing everyone around me to be my friend. I hate feeling like I force my company on others, and i hate the sneaking suspicion that they really don't want me around. I hate feeling as if the second they hang up the phone, their cursing themselves for not decline to go eat or lying to me. I hate trying to ( Read more... )

There once was a time that when I curled up into my bed, and laid alone, crying that I'd soon have the comforting warmth of fuzzy feet ( Read more... )

I feel extremely cut off and detached from all my friends, both in real life and web friends and those who cross over ( Read more... )

! Muther Hubard! I came into work today to find John sitting at his desk... he's in a hour past his shift. 
"Morning John.. Shift change?"
"No. Look around, see anything?"
:Look over the 5 ales of cubicals... no one.
John "No one's here."
M: "WTF?! Where is Mona? June? Sam? Shawna? Joyce?!"
John asked if I had logged in, patted me on the back and high ( Read more... )

ick ( Read more... )

Bah ( Read more... )

God I feel so miserable right now ( Read more... )

I need to get the fuck outta here ( Read more... )

I'm almost kinda no longer sick! w00t.
I did however spend all weekend medicated, bored to tears and talking to my walls.
This week of no social bull shit has caused me to spend a total of 6 hours on the phone.
I need to see people, and there is a good chance i'll be crying at school tomorow, why?
Because all my classes involve painfull lack of human ( Read more... )