Where to start?
What to say?

I so sick of being a third wheel.
So tired of being single.
There is clearly something wrong with me.
What though?
This never being with someone is making me angry.
This never being with someone is making me sad.
I'm not happy.
I haven't been in a while.
Should I have hope?
Should I bother with wishing?
I love my friends, I feel ( Read more... )

It's not exactly the feeling of being "thrown under the bus", more like being chased by the bus so you don't get ran over.

Friday was a long day of work. Had to load in a show for saturday. I am now the head electrican but I don't have the full knowledge that Michelle had. I'm thinking a lot had to do with job security. Well one other person could ( Read more... )

Work is going well. Lots of hours this summer ( Read more... )

So I leave Saturday morning to go to Hampton Virginia. I'm so excited to take a real vacation. It will be great to spend the 4th of july with Trish ( Read more... )

So, for those of you who still log on to this site, how are you? What's new with you?

Friday at work, I got to report my first work place injury. It only took 4 years for me, while for others it's take less than a year. What does that say?

I was up at the grid loading weight and as I was laying a brick down my middle, ring and pinky fingures on my right had were smashed. The ring fingure has it the worst. The nail is slowly turning ( Read more... )

I love how my dad can make me feel as though I have nothing to live for and all I do is waste my time and that I don't know how to think about the future ( Read more... )

So what if I'd rather build something than go shopping. I like getting new clothes, I just don't care to spend tons of money on very little and not always get to wear it. I like building something and knowing I did that ( Read more... )

I'm so pissed off and hurt I can't even write what I want to in this. So many things about one thing/ person are bothering.

Wow I feel stupid.

I went down to Ohio with Michelle after work on friday. It took about 5 hours to get to canton. It was worth it. We just talked about anything and realized we didn't have the music on and we were about an hour/ hour and a half away from our point of destination. The reason we went was for her cousin Adam's wedding. But for her to see that side of ( Read more... )