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I love how my dad can make me feel as though I have nothing to live for and all I do is waste my time and that I don't know how to think about the future.
This was great to come home to, and be told this not even being in the house for 5 minutes. Im not kidding, I wasn't in the house for more than 5 mins and I was told this.
The thing is, my dad is a good father and person. But I don't know what sets this off in him. Normaly if someone bashes on me I could care less about it. But when he does it, I don't listen because he's my father, but because he stands infront of me and the tone of his voice just makes it seem as if it's true.
He's right. I need to save up more than I have now.
1: So I can buy my car and not have him bitching about it.
2: So I can move out and not have to hear this anymore.
3: So I can have a better relationship with both my mom and dad.