I need to take the time and write something significant here. My whole life has changed in a matter of months. I'm not sure what to make of it just yet, but I am sure that I'm happy with being able to start my "adult" life ( Read more... )

So I got a job. I found an apartment. This is all very exciting, but I am terrified. There is so much that has to be done. I have to pack up my life, which really wont be too hard. I don't really have a ton of things, plus I think my parents will let me keep some of my stuff here until I am able to afford a home or at least a place with some ( Read more... )

I am such a masochist. I'm pretty sure I get off on keeping myself emotionally unstable.

That aside,

I HAVE A FREAKING INTERVIEW!

I am driving 4 hours to interview with this firm, and I have a very good feeling about it. Pretty sure I need a fresh start away from the familiar, and this could do just the trick.

Incomplete thought but:

What a much needed awesome day/night. Free Energy and IKE for free, good hang out spots, great company.

Tonight is strange. I desperately want to be out of my house, but not sure what to do.

Things my brain is currently obsessed with, in order from least to greatest:

Sherlock (BBC series)
Dragon Age: Origins (PC/XBOX RPG)
Mumford and Sons (seeing them live!)
A Song of Ice and Fire

I am thinking about one of these things at pretty much every moment of the day. Its kind of scary and awesome.

I was dumb and went to Trace's apartment on the way home from lunch today ( Read more... )

This seems to have become my official "go to" place to vent ( Read more... )

jealousy creeps through my veins
it bleeds through disguised as pain
I'll never be with you
and waste away in shame

Oh what could have been
but what will should be..
shall not impede my desire
i will get up off my knees

Like a train I'm on tracks
the only way to go is ahead
I pray someone damages the rail
and I'll runaway instead

She broke up with me ( Read more... )