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[astral_paradox]

jealousy creeps through my veins
it bleeds through disguised as pain
I'll never be with you
and waste away in shame

Oh what could have been
but what will should be..
shall not impede my desire
i will get up off my knees

Like a train I'm on tracks
the only way to go is ahead
I pray someone damages the rail
and I'll runaway instead