i miss him..its hard. we do what we have to do for our long term happiness but yet we miss them like crazy, and it hurts when they seem to move on so quickly

I think fate is real....from my experinces over the years.....my question now is...what has fate got in store for me next? what is going to happen next? I want to know in advance so i can prepare lol.SO i dont fuck it up this time!

its raining so hard yet so sunny .....still.

I am really sad right now.

My dad is ill, my relationship is hazzy, my life is uncertain, i dont want to go to work anymore....i am feeling rather LOST.

I have made some new friends which I have enjoyed and have  distracted from me somewhat from the above.

Lifes challenges... to be fair... to be happy... to live life to the fullest???

I feel pretty ( Read more... )

What the fuck do I do now?

Laugh?

Cry?

Nothing?

An anxious time at the moment. one thousand, one hundred and eleven thoughts plumetting through my skull, some making sence and some very illogical.

Sweet as a choc chip cookie dipped into a cup of warm tea and not been able to eat it. :(

To fight it or not to fight it?

I need a fucking hug! Oh my god I ( Read more... )

go on... comment on this...

to fight the urges that one is left with..

what do you end up with??

i know you have read this...

I am so disapointed by so many ... i am disgusted at myself for feeling this way...how do i change that?

24 things i savour
1. Family ( Read more... )

Thanks for entering my space once again.. cheers, really appriciated that ( Read more... )