Its raining and pouring but its still sunny...
I am really sad right now.
My dad is ill, my relationship is hazzy, my life is uncertain, i dont want to go to work anymore....i am feeling rather LOST.
I have made some new friends which I have enjoyed and have distracted from me somewhat from the above.
Lifes challenges... to be fair... to be happy... to live life to the fullest???
I feel pretty numb.
I think I am scared for change, loss, conflict , others sadness and chaos.
I need to stop crying and try get to sleep.
Rob is right about me needing hugs
I think its time to deal the cards out as they are all over the table floating around.
My dad is ill, my relationship is hazzy, my life is uncertain, i dont want to go to work anymore....i am feeling rather LOST.
I have made some new friends which I have enjoyed and have distracted from me somewhat from the above.
Lifes challenges... to be fair... to be happy... to live life to the fullest???
I feel pretty numb.
I think I am scared for change, loss, conflict , others sadness and chaos.
I need to stop crying and try get to sleep.
Rob is right about me needing hugs
I think its time to deal the cards out as they are all over the table floating around.