Sep 19, 2011 23:10
Thanks for entering my space once again.. cheers, really appriciated that!
5 yrs since he died today. What a fucking waste..
what the fuck am i doing??!! so much HATE and ANGER and FUSTRATION and SADNESS.
I think its safe to say i have completly lost myself and i want out. im drained, exhausted, tierd and feel lifless. I had it, i seriously thought i had it....then i go and fuck it all up ....again.
Good one Em! fucking on ya mate!
What to do next? I need some guidence i can not go back there, its so close thou.
HELP
someone please read this and reach out... i dont know what to do.
my mind is racing and im hurting inside.
i just want to be at peace.