I've been waking up.
Yeseterday was before 7am. Today was 5:30am.
Usually I'll practically go to bed at those times.
But I'm fucking awake.

and just for the sake of it..


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Stayed up all night. It's 9am.
Like beyond sleepy.
But it sort of feels good.
(something is fucked up?)

Don't you love it when two things you like meet?


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So I just watched Hana Yori Dango Final (I know, I'm way late) followed by I Come with the Rain (I do not recommend this combination pretty much ever). I went from cheesy happy ridiculous 'hyakunen saki mo~' to what-the-hell-I-sort-of-feel-sick.

(this is really just a lot about movies so feel free to not read anything)

I was anticipating I Come ( Read more... )

Recently I can't sleep. And then when I finally do it's at a completely unreasonable hour and I hear construction outside. I've been grumpy as hell.

Anyway, something that made me feel better today:

You can watch this video on www.livejournal.com

Sorry for all the video links recently and being a broken record with some things, but I love this guy. (:

( oh, and for anyone who likes peter pan/hook.. )

Ok, enough being positive.
I'm grumpy as hell; everything/one is pissing me off and I can't sleep normally.
There's about a 50% chance I'm smoking again by the end of the week.
I had a dream about smoking. (God, this sounds really fucking sad.)

And do you think it's possible to get cabin fever in your own apartment?
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so...

• Remix After All by Daft Punk
• Dark Night of the Soul by Danger Mouse and Sparklehorse w/ David Lynch
• Lush face masks
• ink/watercolor
• sunglasses

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My sleeping is practically backwards again.
It's been a good two weeks (starting around the time I lost internet), but I haven't really drawn or made anything for over a week and it seems really fucked up. Like, I do what I normally do and I can't even make circles all nice and obsessively anymore (I'm working on it?).

Besides that I think things ( Read more... )

I'VE BEEN UP FOR OVER 24 HOURS. (like 26. I know its not that crazy, but it's so hard when I know I don't have any big plans for tomorrow and I really don't HAVE to get up..)
and I'm SO SLEEPY, but I have to make it for like another 2 hours if I want to get right i think. I'm just trying to think of ways to stay awake now because my fine motor ( Read more... )

Recently I can't sleep normally (which is part of the reason I'm posting random things on here so frequently). This isn't really a new thing, but it's worse than ever right now. I've probably slept in my bed once in the past 3 days. I have a habit of sleeping on the floor, which began during school where couldn't sleep for more than a few hours ( Read more... )