Ugh. I'm screwing up my pieces with insecurity. Literally, I'm getting so tense while singing that it's precluding my reaching the top notes of my pieces. I'm so frustrated. I had this with 'O mio babbino caro' when I was singing that one. It was a piece I was fabulous at singing until I started analyzing it and fucked everything up ( Read more... )

Alright, things are basically good again. John came home around half-past one last night, after I sent him a text asking him to. We haven't discussed it since, but he was very sweet about crawling into bed - he was trying to be all quiet about it and then wanted to touch me, I guess, so he kind of smoothed the covers over me with his pointer finger ( Read more... )