Oh Fuck It. I Don't Care For Any of Them
Yeah, I'm done. i've worn myself out, and I'm done. I'm text messaging with Eric now, but I don't care about him anymore. And now I don't care about Daniel anymore because he hardly responds to my text messages, and I feel like my ardour is unreciprocated. I definitely don't want to be on the love bus alone. I told him I liked him way too much last night. He told me he liked me, too, but I somehow feel that I've made the mistake and was much, much too forward. If he weren't so encouraging, I wouldn't have been so gung ho. Now I need to back the fuck off. Majorly.
I'm exhausted by these people. Actually, I'm exhausted by myself. They're just being people; I'm being crazy.
So I'm crazy. So what? Well, it's enough to drive everyone else in my life crazy, I'm sure.
At least I'm not acting like this over John. Maybe they're all just happy to hear me talk about someone else. Oh, and I have a crush on a married guy in my office. You know you're getting older when you have crushes on married men. I'll be ignoring that one!
Alright, may I return to my happy and calm state of mind and get through the weekend somehow with my sanity intact.
I'm exhausted by these people. Actually, I'm exhausted by myself. They're just being people; I'm being crazy.
So I'm crazy. So what? Well, it's enough to drive everyone else in my life crazy, I'm sure.
At least I'm not acting like this over John. Maybe they're all just happy to hear me talk about someone else. Oh, and I have a crush on a married guy in my office. You know you're getting older when you have crushes on married men. I'll be ignoring that one!
Alright, may I return to my happy and calm state of mind and get through the weekend somehow with my sanity intact.