Neutral Again

Dec 07, 2013 09:16

It generally takes a day for me to even out my feelings about guys I'm dating. I was going nuts about Daniel yesterday. I woke up today and thought to myself that I should be careful about him. Hannah had told me yesterday to watch out, because men who are after sex will say things like "I want to go down on you" that soon. It's true. But it's not only that. He also tells me he's completely neurotic. I don't see it. I know he knows I am, and i think he could be trying to put me at ease. If it's neurotic, he would be in better communication with me, and he wouldn't have been so forward sexually with me. I don't think. Also, he was talking a lot about doing things with me a long way off, and he said all the right things...he was too smooth.

So, I guess I just don't know him yet, and that's the thing. I don't know him.

But I have Sebastian to compare these guys to, and Daniel reminds me a bit of how smooth Sebastian was, especially saying that he's lucky to have met me and that I'm lucky, too. The thing is, if he felt that way, he would have texted me quickly the next day, like Eric did. Eric is admittedly not a good text messager, but he makes a huge effort in that way.

He's too smooth. I'm tired. I think I'll take it easy today with these guys. 

eric pekar, sebastian, dating, guys, dating is traumatic, daniel showghy

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