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I'm feeling alright again. Last night, John and I got into a tough spot - I think he was just frustrated that he couldn't be comforted; everything I said was wrong, then he got mad at me for talking and said that he just wanted me to listen, then told me he didn't actually want that. He finally became too upset and got up to leave the kitchen, where I'd made tea for us. We ended up in the hallway and I hugged him, to which he said, "This is all I really wanted."
He's at the funeral now. It's snowing. I suppose I'll see him around 1; it seems as though I'm excused from work whenever it's snowing. I'm not sure if that's good or bad.
I feel alright again today, though. I've been reading Newser since John left. Thus far, Tiger Woods likes rough sex with just about anyone and to "sext" about this rough sex, protesting Copenhagen prostitutes are offering Summit delegates freebies, descendants of cannibals are contrite, and Palin is "scarified" of Asian people.
I'd give myself an 8 for my mood. I'm doing pretty well, but am trying not to over-analyze the reasons behind it.
He's at the funeral now. It's snowing. I suppose I'll see him around 1; it seems as though I'm excused from work whenever it's snowing. I'm not sure if that's good or bad.
I feel alright again today, though. I've been reading Newser since John left. Thus far, Tiger Woods likes rough sex with just about anyone and to "sext" about this rough sex, protesting Copenhagen prostitutes are offering Summit delegates freebies, descendants of cannibals are contrite, and Palin is "scarified" of Asian people.
I'd give myself an 8 for my mood. I'm doing pretty well, but am trying not to over-analyze the reasons behind it.