last night i told ryan to never call me again and that i didn't want to see him anymore and that we should just get over each other cause this is never going to happen again ( Read more... )

coffee is my pain reliever, my sadness reliever. right now i have no caffeine in my body. i feel tired, drained and sad. i cried on the bus tonight. not fucking cool ( Read more... )

sitting her.
eating nutella on toast with a cup of introspection tea.
looking up vegan nutella.
wishing i was dead.

i think my journal may stay like this for awhile.

lets listen to the dears for all time and wish i were dead.