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last night i told ryan to never call me again and that i didn't want to see him anymore and that we should just get over each other cause this is never going to happen again.
alex and him were lying to me as i was trying to organize hanging out. i'm just getting the lies back i guess. i want to leave everyone behind i want out of this city forever.
last night around one am i ripped off all the photographs of ryan and i and ripped down all the drawings he gave me. i cant handle anything right now. i'm completely out of it and on my way to work. i fucking hate him.
alex and him were lying to me as i was trying to organize hanging out. i'm just getting the lies back i guess. i want to leave everyone behind i want out of this city forever.
last night around one am i ripped off all the photographs of ryan and i and ripped down all the drawings he gave me. i cant handle anything right now. i'm completely out of it and on my way to work. i fucking hate him.