God gave me two best friends
So that I would later feel abandoned
And again begin to question the need for friends

Lately my frustration has been taking the form of 'strange-entire-side-of-my-head-headache' 
The lack of anything good to eat has me either ignoring my hunger or running to Wendy's at 10:30 pm
Either cannot be too healthy, and are likely ( Read more... )

Yet all I can do at night is toss and turn. I don't know when it became such a chore for me to do anything. Getting out of bed, putting up with anyone, all in addition to losing my things right and left. I feel as if Tiffany is angry with me for no apparent reason and that Heather could care less. And.. I'm feeling torn between not wanting to talk ( Read more... )

Haha... Patric! You missed it!

I was frustrated enough to consider letting a friendship die. It's been saved, completely, and maybe it would have ended up that way even if we hadn't talked.... Though, I'd prefer not to leave something so important to me to chance ( Read more... )

Sooooo.. It was a fantabulous birthday.. I'm realizing now that I never did update about it. I could gush about how fun everything was.. and I would, if I could think of a way to make it sound interesting.. so instead I'll share something a little less happy ( Read more... )

There was a time when I felt calm, cool, and collected.
There was a time when I knew how I felt.
There was a time when I knew exactly what I wanted.
There were times I'd never say a word.
Because I was Shy.
Because I had nothing to say.
There were times I'd consider myself genuinely happy.
There were times when I didn't have to force myself out of bed.
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malo

Right, wrong, what to do
Someday it will come to you
Hostile Indians,
We named a summer camp for you

I've got nothing to say
I'm in utter dismay
I've got nothing to say

Harmless children,
We named our soldiers after you
Don't be a coconut,
God is trying to talk to you
We could drag it out,
But that's for other bands to do

I've got nothing to say

I've ( Read more... )

So this is me thinking ( Read more... )

I just don't feel right. At all.