[-insert crack at my cardiovascular incompetence by him, of course-]
Uh, ..."him" means Stephen and he is the subject and the never the object of my affection. Sometimes, in the cold of the late night i like to look over and feel the warmth of knowing someone who knows me. i love Stephen for so many little reasons that don't seem to have  dynamic ( Read more... )

Despite the trend of my self-indulgent soupy melancholy entries, turmoil is at an all-time low.

i'm terrified to admit what i'm feeling. How silly is it to be horrified at your own happiness?
Admitting something pleasant is saturating my life makes me paranoid that noting its existence will end it and i'll go plummeting back into some pitiful place ( Read more... )

i've been so happy lately.

i've loved you all as much as i could. Goodnight.

Life.
The predictability sometimes can't diminish placid moments of novelty or cyclical delusions of grandeur and great importance. i'm really no better than anyone else. Comfortable for the moment.

This moment felt misused before musing.
i'm back on medication making me content, but cradling me in my consciousness. 
My ease has set in heavy since ( Read more... )

He waxes thick sometimes ( Read more... )

* That last note was the LAST note, everything now is stories. i hope you'll enjoy upon reading and if not, i'm relatively sure you'll go on.*

The morning was never quite bright, but this day it was bold and the beating of the sun was not yet a bother.
The soul seemed the solution and all salvation, a suggestion that spiraled into the practical ( Read more... )

i am not crying for help, i am crying because i am human ( Read more... )

i'm sitting fidgety in the Georgia State University Library North.
A long-title for a location of little explanation.
The new state-of-the-art renovations here only pushed dusty tomes further into the rafters and scholastic obscurity. The atmosphere is now far more appropriately sterile with strings of identical computers complimenting the relatively ( Read more... )

My head hurts like it's trying to give birth at the temples ( Read more... )

The sky is not overcast as i am ( Read more... )