I'm in a terrible place right now...

[amy19862005]

You never fully appreciate what you have until you lose it... You can't imagine how much losing something that really only happened once a week has started a snowball effect of bad feelings about myself and my life

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[silentjane]

I've been there, I think almost everyone has. The summer after graduation was a hard one for me, but even old anti-social me was able to escape the rut. So I'm sure you'll have no problem. Make more new friends, it never hurts. The more friends, the more laughs. I'll be moving soon, to a state and city where I know absolutely no one. So I'll be back in your place, again- searching for someone to call a friend.

Keep your head up. You're strong, you'll be just fine.

Its really good to hear from you.

[amy19862005]

Ugh. I need to go new places, because there are no friends to be had where I am.

You know what is really sad to me (even though I am so glad you commented)? The only person who responded to this post is someone who I haven't really talked to in 2 years. lol. I hope everything is going well.

[dancerbeast]

hey I'm commenting! Granted, you havent seen me since June? o thats horrible... As you know I am definitely in a rut too. The friends I tried to make ended up turning on me, and now my only retreat from the real world, my happy place, my safe haven CISV has people that hate me too... It's like losing a part of myself, the best part. But you know what I'm sick of mean people forcing me into corners! I am going to be fucking nice whether they like it or not! They can say mean things about me all the want, but I am going to wave, smile, and give them a hug while their doing it, bitches

i SO feel like this, at this exact moment

[anonymous]

(it's Sasha, by the way