I have grown up in a lot of ways since my last entry. I've been feeling old. 23 isn't old, but I've experienced a lot personally since I turned 18 and I am just settled enough to begin to be retro- and introspective about it all ( Read more... )

I can only process so much in a short amount of time and since 2009 started dynamics have been ever-changing. I need to gather my thoughts and regroup.

Today is an amazing day to be alive. My emotions are frequently influenced by what is going on around me, with my friends, at work, and the world at large. I pay attention. The Inauguration ceremony today was monumental, and the emotions I am experiencing are equally monumental. Today is a turning point ( Read more... )

i feel like so many things happened at work tonight and i can't even process it.

and then you wake up one day and everything is different. it is never worse or better, no matter how it seems. its just shifted around. things you pushed away you now crave with the same intensity. its mind bending. it makes things clear and understandable and okay, while at the same time striping life of all meaning ( Read more... )

I've always been interested in the 1960's era in American history. I've felt some kind of connection with those people marching and protesting and even the ones literally fighting for civil rights and liberties, and it has always felt like such an important part of our history. When Barack Obama entered the national political scene I knew that now ( Read more... )

Since I graduated high school my life has been a ridiculous whirlwind of change and growth ( Read more... )

OMG I MISS JASON!

I can't wait to get off of work on Sunday, because I miss you SOOOOOO badly, Love!

I am so sad. 

I just got home from my 3rd day of bartender training and I'm more excited than ever about it. I can feel myself being happier and better in touch with myself. I got chosen to be moved up because I was really great at my job, and because the people that I worked with wanted me to be promoted. Its like being picked first on the playground, and it ( Read more... )