Im sorry its been so long since i have written in here. im been extremly busy lately. im in michigan right now but ill be headed back down to florida here pretty soon. i have found the love of my life finally. he has been right in front of me all along. i havent seen him in 3 years and the minute i saw him all of my feelings rushed back into me. ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since i have been on here. a lot has happened that i need to tell you about but im gonna make a long story short. brad and i are no longer together, THANK GOD, he is such a fucking asshole, i seriously hate his guts. Im kinda sorta seeing this guy named dan. we aren't going to start dating or anything like that anytime soon ( Read more... )

well as most of you know yesterday was wensday. and you all prolly know that we went to the pub. omg. we had sooooo much fucking fun. lets see what all i drank. first there was a shot of malibu rum. then i had 3 cups of beer. then it was ladies get a shot free for the next 10mins. u can bet ur ass i was the first fucking one to the front of the ( Read more... )

15 people alone in one house ( Read more... )

What is "love ( Read more... )

Tell me can i fuck up my life anymore than what i have already done? i'm serious wtf. i cant do anything right. at all. i cant get my fucking ass out of bed to take my car to the dealership, i cant get my FAT fucking ass out of bed to go to fucking class. WTF. what is wrong with me. i know it's cause im not getting any sleep at night but that is ( Read more... )

Wow, today has definately been a different one. It started out with not sleeping at all. It is now 2:14 a.m. and I have not slept in almost 36 hours. This morning I sent out two packages. One to my father for his birthday and then one to Bradford. Then I went to class, I recieved another fucking assignment for english class. This time I have to ( Read more... )

GOD DAMNIT. i forgot what i was fucking writing before. i just wrote like a huge ass entry and then clicked update it deleted all of it. WTF. i wasnt mean to it why does it have to be mean to me? well i will try to touch bases on what i wrote before. umm lets see. oh smoking, why is it so hard to quit smoking. seriously. i have tied countless times ( Read more... )