when i was younger, i used to know some boys that i didn't actually like too much, but for reasons had to sort of stay friends with. i didn't have any reason to hate them, they were just kind of douchey. their uncle had a really lovely house out in the countryside, with land and horses and so on. he was in movies and had a lot of money. and a ( Read more... )

i stayed up all night - my sleep schedule needs resetting. my glutes still hurt from the night before last. too many squats, not enough stretching and not enough sleep. i've been pretty stressed but a lot of stuff got resolved. i love talking stuff out ( Read more... )

sometimes i get deja vu so bad and intense i want to cry, i'm so frightened. i don't know where it comes from, and i don't remember what i'm remembering. it's just a feeling out of the past that sneaks up on me from behind. it feels like it's coming at me from another life, another person that i used to be. sometimes i feel like i've lived two or ( Read more... )

today was such a great day c: i didn't get up until midday, but i was woken up by having cats thrown on me, so that was all right.

i had black coffee and a bowl of captain crunch for breakfast, the breakfast of champions, and i didn't change out of my pajamas all day. there were christmas eve presents - N bought us all fluffy omg slippers and he got ( Read more... )

the move is over, and we're all settled into our new house! it's beautiful, so beautiful here. the fog comes down like silent hill and almost every night there's frost on the grass. i'm even starting to get accustomed to the cold! although it isn't the coldest part of the year yet... so long as i'm spared earthquakes i'll probably survive. i'm so ( Read more... )

i've been putting off updating this for so long because so much stuff has happened that i should have updated about and didn't, and then later on more stuff has happened that i still haven't updated about, and... yeah. ._. so, real quick recap of this summer: noa, matt, vani and i got married (our anniversary is august 19th!), the wedding was ( Read more... )

stuff has been good... and bad. i'm getting married on august 19th, which i would be completely swamped about (organizing a wedding in a month, even a little one, is very difficult) if it weren't for my wonderful risingdragon and her gorgeous girl who have been helping me. i think i have a guest list and it's almost perfect - just a few names missing from ( Read more... )

cut for slight lost spoilers

( It's said no man is an island... )

I have just realized I am in a state of brutal busyness. Tonight, I have to finish writing a posting for history class, and also read at least one more chapter of the horrible textbook and revise at least two more. (The actual numbers that need to be done over the next few days are double that.) Tomorrow morning I have Jazz Dance at 11 and Cardio ( Read more... )

I didn't expect to be saying this so fast but life is truly good. I'm in college, in my first quarter of an AA degree. I'm taking Intro to Jazz Dance, Oil Painting and 20th Century American History. Painting is hard, really hard - oil paints aren't cooperative, and I'm used to pencils. And my brushes are somewhat on the hard side, which makes it a ( Read more... )