You know when you shouldn't like someone, but you do anyways? Like all the reason in the world is telling you that it is a bad idea and that you should just wait for something better to come along, but you can't stop thinking about the person you like ( Read more... )

I haven't felt like doing anything. But I should log this momentous week... just in case ( Read more... )

Hey again LJ, I've been using you and xanga a lot lately. But that's mostly because when I am here in my room...alone... I feel like this is the best way to cope with the creeping thoughts ( Read more... )

Yeah, I am totally "it's complicated" on FB. It's not entirely serious...but in some way always knowing Adam is there (albeit thousand plus miles away)makes life SO MUCH EASIER to deal with. Haha ( Read more... )

I was scanning my saved e-mails and getting rid of a ton of junk and came across a couple ridiculously derpy love letters I wrote. It's funny to look back on how you feel in a moment of overwhelming feeling and finding that you can still connect with that mindset, or not. Shows where the true love was (and still is) but also shows where actual ( Read more... )

I think it's dehydration, and I'm hoping that's all this dizziness is. Tonight I will go on another run and push myself to complete the two miles. I think after my run I will spend tonight making index cards of German since there is less then a month left, plan out my finances, freak out a bit being overwhelmed, then breathe and if the mood strikes ( Read more... )

I have so many random thoughts all over the place sometimes. And I don't want to flood twitter, facebook and here with them every 5 seconds. So I will keep a notebook with me, I decided. I'm going to buy one tonight and just write as I see fit. Because I keep thinking about changes I want to make, like thought patterns I have. I keep validating ( Read more... )

This feeling might be normal? But I don't think so. I think that if my thoughts are always tinged with sadness then something is wrong. A week is one thing...then two...then three and four and five and rising is just about all I can handle. After classes end I will possibly be seeking counseling. I will NOT let them drug me ever, though only a ( Read more... )

I guess I should update my online archives. Life is not all too great, I am smiling but it's not like there is much going good ( Read more... )

I'm running around with a blindfold on so I don't know where I am going but I am sure that it's somewhere great ( Read more... )