Things have been kind of going in circles lately ( Read more... )

Yeah, I am totally "it's complicated" on FB. It's not entirely serious...but in some way always knowing Adam is there (albeit thousand plus miles away)makes life SO MUCH EASIER to deal with. Haha ( Read more... )

...don't let super cute things change anything. Strict rules!
There is a reason I don't cuddle with this one. >_But it's hard to ignore the cuteness!!! AAHHHHH ( Read more... )

I try so hard to seem like I am not trying that hard to not care about it all ( Read more... )

I go into this state of mind too much lately, and I know it's irrational to think this way but...it just wont go away. I keep thinking everything is going wrong and that I have no direction (even though I do) and when it comes down to life in general I am completely below standard. This lack of self-esteem kind of blind-sided me recently and it's ( Read more... )

For blogging purposes I want to document that I am moving next week. I will be living with Ken, a 40 year old flaming gay man who sews for a living. It will be, hopefully, my last place to live until I transfer to Western. With my luck I will be moving again before then. >_The first weekend I spend there I will be going on a date with a guy I am ( Read more... )

My mood has not stayed in one place for at least one day, I'm constantly swinging from one emotion to the other and I am done. Finals are soon, then my long break from classes that I really freaking need. Maybe I am going crazy, I keep dipping into panic mood and can't dig myself out ( Read more... )

I honestly have lost a ton of self confidence lately.

Why even try to pretend like I think I'm pretty or interesting anymore?

I am considering throwing in the towel on this one, trying to explore this option and meet my day-dream goal. But I honestly feel not good enough to achieve it. >__Needing to vent for sure. Not fishing for compliments. ( Read more... )

- Math project (everyone else is in a group of 5..I am ALONE! x_x;;) Power point needed [[March 10th ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to do here. Risks have become less and less of an option to me. But maybe if I try this again it will be okay. -sigh ( Read more... )