Thank goodness for late night Comedy Central.  Chases away the disquieting feelings that make me still slightly embarrased when they move me to dance with myself on a trip back from starbucks in the grass outside my dorm.

I always feel weirder alone, like older younger eternal weirder.  I had a flashback tonight while gulping down my current crack ( Read more... )

Good day today with Sandra.  We've had such a busy, hardworking week, the both of us and this weekend is sooooo deserved.

I've sersiously been studying my ass off, it's weird but I'm glad.  I've missed my old way of school where I'm on top of things and attentive.

We tried to find this cool tarot/palm reader today but they moved for renovation so ( Read more... )

Imbolc was nice.  The ritual had a cool effect with the sacred milk literally "overflowing" with abundance.  Then I got all magick high afterward which is always a special treat.  Food was excellent.  My carrots and tea turned out good.  Even without alcohol or Matt, everything was better that last time.  I appluad it to Eric, for my personal ( Read more... )

I'm 20 today.  I really don't like it *sigh*  Though I'm glad it's my birthday.

I don't like getting older so fast.  It's not really fast, since I don't actually feel like a teenager anymore, but I don't feel 20, that as hell's for sure.

20.  It's so looming and large and about to crush me with responsibility and adulthood, except for the drinking ( Read more... )

I swear: I felt it again
The tingling of the first night again
Us moving slowly, merle haggard, the fading sun
Well, there’s nothing like you when you’re gone

I wear your sweatshirt again
The one with the cast of falcon crest on
The one I forbade you to use time and again
Well it’s sad,  keep putting it on

A friend stopped by and said as quoted:
“I can’t ( Read more... )