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Carmen...mais quelle ironie!
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SO I have been looking, and I found a couple of universities that spark my fancy. Especially American University of Paris. Dear Lord. I think I have found my calling. -
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the irony of my fucking life is that everyone cant keep their eyes off me, theyre always so goddamn interested in my life, and yet no one really sees whats really happening, no one really cares that much, only enough to stare and talk about it behind my back. But other than that I sit here always depressed, always feeling like shit, and of course, ( Read more... ) -
Je sais changer, j'essaie, je sais...
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See how he'd like that.
I hate his mood swings.
I am so happy to talk to him.
And he brings you down like a ton of bricks.
I at least have reasons, however remote, for my moods.
But when I speak to him, I am happy.
And he is just depressive.
Fuck.
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Hypnotized...
As I sit here in my room in Québec, with candles and listening to Paul Oakenfold and I think of my father, and speak to him and he is doing well...and I think and thinking is never quite good when you are all alone and lonely, and so my thoughts lead to tears and I repress them by writing in this journal, where I feel that the floodgates can be ( Read more... ) -
A moment to breathe...
I dont know whats going on inside this body of mine Dear Lord, but I hope that it is nothing too horrible. I hope that you will relinquish a little bit of health on to me, (yet dont take any away from my father!) and make sure that I will be okay, super, and healthy.
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This shit is bullshit.
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We can... hope and dream...
Do you think Im stupid ( Read more... )