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I feel like I'm being attacked.  And I'm getting it from people I wouldn't expect it from... people I would call my friends.  So I don't really know what to think anymore.  I don't like conflicts.  I don't like fighting with people.  I ( Read more... )

Y'know what I really hate?  When people that you can't do things because you're a teenager, and that's "too young."  You can't be in love when you're 15.  You can't understand things when you're 15.  You can't be responsible when you're 15.  You can't make good decisions when you're 15.  You can't do anything kind or good when you're 15, because ( Read more... )

This is addressed to a specific person, but she doesn't know it.  So think about this.  Think about the way you've been treating me lately.  I've been trying to be nice, trying to help you.  Think about how you've changed.  Maybe you've always been this way.  Maybe I just never realized it before.  Think about this.  It could be addressed to you.

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Home should be where the heart is.
My heart's far, far away.
Is this what I must learn to believe in?
What I'd give to return to the life that I knew lately,
But I know that I can't solve my problems going back.
Build higher walls around me. 
Change every lock and key.

How come the only things I'm good ( Read more... )

I really don't know what's wrong with me.  I cried at the end of "Writer's Block."  I cried on the way out the door.  I cried in the car home.  And I don't even know why.  I cry at strange times.  When I should be happy, I cry.

I think it might be because I feel ( Read more... )

I feel so out of place at ( Read more... )

Nobody stalks me. I'm not cool enough for that. I'm nobody's idol.

I HATE being cold.  And I HATE rain.  It's all so kriffing depressing.  Force, how I wish it was summer.  Grah, now I'm starting to sound like Holden Caulfield.  Die, fiend.

Force, I'm insane.  What kind of person spends an hour trying to figure out how to download 30-second sound clips off Amazon.com so she won't have to keep clicking the links?  The kind of person I am.

The $9.99 Edwin Droodsoundtrack on Ebay went up to $41.00, 'cause the damned thing isn't ( Read more... )