Is this home? Is this where I should learn to be happy?
Home should be where the heart is.
My heart's far, far away.
Is this what I must learn to believe in?
What I'd give to return to the life that I knew lately,
But I know that I can't solve my problems going back.
Build higher walls around me.
Change every lock and key.
How come the only things I'm good at are things that I really could care less about? And how come I'm never good enough to get me anywhere in the things I'm passionate about?
Okay, I'm done with the crying and self-pity now, so I won't bother you guys with things I can't change anyway. I really wish that God hadn't sent me those stupid dreams three kriffing nights in a row that told me I would get into Marians, though. That was mean of Him to get my hopes up.
I can't even make any icons tonight because I can't see anything. Lindsay, did you guys pick up my glasses? I forgot them at school... Bleh.
Damn. I just realized that I still have to get my Proof of Enrollment so I can take my test this summer.
I don't want to study, but I have to or I'm going to fail the Spanish and Christology tests.
"Gaston" and "Be Our Guest" are the most kriffing annoying songs.
Puck, I want my Disney sheet music back tomorrow.
Force. Today sucks. I need some serious Ben, Luke, or Clopin fluff.
Hopeless, as my dream dies,
Love a lost illusion.
No pain could be deeper.
No life could be cheaper.
No point anymore.
No hope left within me.
Let the world be done with me.
My heart's far, far away.
Is this what I must learn to believe in?
What I'd give to return to the life that I knew lately,
But I know that I can't solve my problems going back.
Build higher walls around me.
Change every lock and key.
How come the only things I'm good at are things that I really could care less about? And how come I'm never good enough to get me anywhere in the things I'm passionate about?
Okay, I'm done with the crying and self-pity now, so I won't bother you guys with things I can't change anyway. I really wish that God hadn't sent me those stupid dreams three kriffing nights in a row that told me I would get into Marians, though. That was mean of Him to get my hopes up.
I can't even make any icons tonight because I can't see anything. Lindsay, did you guys pick up my glasses? I forgot them at school... Bleh.
Damn. I just realized that I still have to get my Proof of Enrollment so I can take my test this summer.
I don't want to study, but I have to or I'm going to fail the Spanish and Christology tests.
"Gaston" and "Be Our Guest" are the most kriffing annoying songs.
Puck, I want my Disney sheet music back tomorrow.
Force. Today sucks. I need some serious Ben, Luke, or Clopin fluff.
Hopeless, as my dream dies,
Love a lost illusion.
No pain could be deeper.
No life could be cheaper.
No point anymore.
No hope left within me.
Let the world be done with me.