someone explain to me how i'm so tired and tense?

May 26, 2007 23:52

i spent the day sitting on a boat on the long island sound, getting sunburned, reading & talking to my dad, then sitting in my dad's living room watching crappy tv. so someone please explain to me how the fuck i'm so exhausted and my jaw hurts so much?

i now have a really strange-looking sunburn on my shoulder blades (where my hands missed near my tank top straps, of course) and am still my same old pale everywhere else. i miss my car, not so much because i miss my car but because i miss being able to listen to my ipod. and i just read the adjuster's report and it says something about using aftermarket parts, which is so not going to work for me, but if it's all geico'll pay for i may just have to suck it up and deal.

my head hurts, my jaw hurts, my leg hurts -- everything but my sunburn hurts. and i'm exhausted and probably should go to bed like, right now because i need to be up before noon again tomorrow so that i can go to a 2pm birthday party because new daddy wants to go visit his mother's grave and it HAS to happen TOMORROW. i know, i know, that's REALLY fucking petty.....but i was looking forward to being able to at least sleep past noon tomorrow. it's a fucking holiday weekend, for chrissake! and i'm getting less rest than i do any other weekend. AND i have a busy month ahead of me. motherfucker.

the boat was lovely, though, and the water was nice. i didn't freak out too much on the boat, which is a lot for me. and i read some more of my sassy book.....which made me realize just how little i even remember the magazine. which makes me SO. SAD.

thus, emo icon. *waves at poor emo logan*

done babbling now. return to your regularly scheduled broadcast.

mwah.
~a

random, wtf?, family, ow.

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