i spent the day sitting on a boat on the long island sound, getting sunburned, reading & talking to my dad, then sitting in my dad's living room watching crappy tv. so someone please explain to me how the fuck i'm so exhausted and my jaw hurts so much ( Read more... )

does anyone out there know anything about over-the-counter pain reliever toxicity (specifically ibuprofen or naproxen)? effects, dosages, the like? say, how low a dose would have to be ineffective to indicate a tolerance (as opposed to just using the wrong pain reliever for the wrong symptoms or some such ( Read more... )

and the ow continues. i had a good day today, except for my hand deciding to eczema itself again yesterday and me deciding to pick at it and almost making it bleed cause i peeled off too much skin. so i've had a crazy huge bandaid on my hand for the last few days, and a few people said to me today, "jesus, what did you do?" and i had to kinda half- ( Read more... )

.....and my eczema stuff is back, and i picked it again (because i *really* never learn), and it's open and woundy and hurts like hell ( Read more... )

i hurt my leg. i went to get up off my bed earlier, and i guess i pushed against my leg at a weird angle or something, because suddenly my leg was in ridiculously bad pain, a sharp shooting pain, like a spasm but not, and now i can barely walk. no, seriously. i'm limping like a limpy thing that limps. it sucks, and it hurts. and pain sucks ( Read more... )

so, i've had some people ask me how i am lately, physically, etc, especially about my tmj. and it occurs to me that i haven't really talked about that at all. i've written what i think about a lot of things, but not about myself or how i'm doing. or even what i'm up to. i've made a lot of references to "detoxing", to cleansing and purifying, but i ( Read more... )

( cut for my own sanity's sake. because that'll scare some of you away. and no matter how much i may want you to read it, i don't at the same time. )

i have been hiding from these here internets for a few days ( Read more... )

head explode.

pretty movie! bad focus -- good -- bad -- finally good

people make sad. people fight. no understand.

want people happy. peas? no sad. send everyone pretty. nice pretty.

love an mwah.
~a

it's out there. it's not official, but it's out there. nytimes reports, and oh, yeah: ( nytimes above the fucking fold. (text behind the cut). )