how have i turned into someone so.. crazy? sometimes i think i'm really plain, and sometimes i feel like i'm the craziest person in the whole world.. just that i hide it better than the people in the institutions do. being manic depressive is like playing russian roulette. i'm not really sure if i am manic depressive, it's sort of a home diagnosis ( Read more... )

i'm back from new york. the trip was fun.

i got hours at work! yay! about 20. possibly more. i worked yesterday, am working today, will work tomorrow and sunday. i know i'm gay, but i like money. so i'm excited. and my mother also owes me 80 dollars. actually, 100 seeing as to how it's friday. but now that i have a source of income, i don't think i'll be getting allowance anymore. that's ( Read more... )

hellow. i'm sitting in drew's lap. cause i'm way fucking cooler than any of you who are reading this.

three days.

fuck people who blow you off.

so i just dug a piece of glass out of my shoulder.

so i planned ryan a surprise party and it was today. that turned out amazingly well. people came and stuff. brian, katlyn, oli, grayson, drew perkey, face, nasir, torres, then jonathan tate showed up at about ten thirty, and adam and some kid who i couldnt make out in the dark came like a half an hour later. they left in like five minutes though. ( Read more... )

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i'm tired of school and so ready for it to be over ( Read more... )