Envy and bitterness....two emotions I could seriously do without right now.

Just didn't realize how bitter the approaching holidays could make you...and I like Christmastime

So it just sucks that the only things I can focus on right now is just.....ugh envy.

resignation of going to bed early because, "what's the point? not waiting to talk to anyone ( Read more... )

Let's face it:
The grass can definitely look greener on the other side. Sure, there may be problems in relationships that you can't really see, but there are the nice things you can see that make them worthwhile.

I'm really not asking for much...I mean, wanting flowers doesn't seem like a hassle.

I see my brother bringing his girlfriend flowers at ( Read more... )

It sucks realizing that you can't really be with someone...mostly after you already went out with them.

Let's just say: I do miss him. I do. I miss falling asleep while cuddling, hearing "I love you" whispered into my ear, the way he kissed, stealing his glasses, his smile, the way he'd brush my hair out of my eyes, and the way he just dealt with my ( Read more... )

"Do you remember we were sitting there by the water? You put your arm around me for the first time. You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter. You are the best thing that's ever been mine." Taylor Swift, "Mine"

"You make me, feel like I'm livin' a teenage dream. The way you turn me on, I can't sleep. Let's run away and don't ever look ( Read more... )

So then...

I'll admit, I wasn't too excited at first that we were gonna be watching Ouran High Host Club. I knew it was something a lot of people enjoyed, so it was probably an entertaining series, but I wasn't looking foward to all the fangasm-ing and the "OMG THIS IS THE BEST PART EVER!!11one!!one11" However, it was actually really enjoyable. So ( Read more... )

Well, since the last update, a lot has happened.

I don't really know how I came to this realization, or when, or why I am just so plainly accepting it: I want a break from relationships.
Wait what? Yeah, I know. Pretty insane, mad even. But I guess I just learned a lot about myself in the past few weeks that I really feel confident in my decision.

- ( Read more... )

Are all the same....
one cookie cutter image after another...

I think it is kinda funny...there will be times when I freak out over what turns out to be nothing. And after I quiet myself down and know it is all okay.....I feel strange. Why am I not worrying? C'mon, there has to be something to worry about!!
But nothing is wrong. So it's time to just go with the flow, right?

Ah well, if all goes according to ( Read more... )

So on the reccommendation of the world, I started watching the show Glee. I watched 10 episodes in two days >.> it's really addictive! I'm pretty much a Gleek...but I don't think it will be official until I see the finale. Here is my review/reaction type thing:

-Absolutely love Lea Michelle, she's amazing, gorgeous and has a great voice. I just ( Read more... )

Today is Thanksgiving ( Read more... )