Sorry for everything I said ( Read more... )

so if all my 'friends' said they would feel more comfortable without my and js in the limo, then fucknig stand up and say something, don't leave it to amanda

i need to just let my thoughts go ( Read more... )

got an email from a friend, say i won't fit into the limo at prom. I'm a little more than upset, she tells me about how this is her dream, well its mine too, she promices me that she has room for me and my date then out of no where someone else comes along and takes my spot, and excuse me thats a load of BS ( Read more... )

Made me laugh
its just proof

sitting here all alone, both on the inside and to the world around me. I am so scared to lose the one person i love more then i ever thought possible. He;s scared to hurt me, he doesn't want to ever see me hurt, especially by his hand. I cring at what has happened. He's scared and depressed. He doesn't know his own strength, like most guys. I' ( Read more... )

Js unintentionally hurt me tonight, almost made me cry ( Read more... )

Sitting here in my room with nothing much left to do. I've done my homework, and i'm waiting for my boytoy to come online. A lot has happened since i last wrote ( Read more... )

so my parents go out for dinner with some friends of the family ( Read more... )

its all ok now, i'm fine now, had a massive cry, told the one person i feared to tell, and now its ok, i'm safe