bleh
Occasionally when I ride I'm the *Queen of It ALL!*. Just sometimes.
Usually I feel mostly okay, working on what needs to be worked on.
And then there are the times when I feel like a totally idiot dunderhead and that I shouldn't be riding. (Not helped by my OCD and brain that likes to question myself.)
Tonight was one of the last ones. I feel like Zolar is cranky and isn't happy with me in general-he's been not wanting to be caught. Could be his neck needs to be worked on again. Could be we're working on some hard things and working more, and he's not too keen on that. Could be he's feeling like he's king of the world (he certainly does with the other horses *shakes head at horse behavior*) Could be I'm on crack.
Sometimes I'm too sensitive, trying to figure out what my horses want/need/'are thinking' because A) I am a freak, and B) I did have one horse who developed a chronic condition, and I sometimes had to be sensitive.
Right. Going to bed now. I have to mow the round pen tomorrow. Haven't used it in a while. Then I'm going to work at least one of the horses, probably Tess. Then the opera. wheee!
Usually I feel mostly okay, working on what needs to be worked on.
And then there are the times when I feel like a totally idiot dunderhead and that I shouldn't be riding. (Not helped by my OCD and brain that likes to question myself.)
Tonight was one of the last ones. I feel like Zolar is cranky and isn't happy with me in general-he's been not wanting to be caught. Could be his neck needs to be worked on again. Could be we're working on some hard things and working more, and he's not too keen on that. Could be he's feeling like he's king of the world (he certainly does with the other horses *shakes head at horse behavior*) Could be I'm on crack.
Sometimes I'm too sensitive, trying to figure out what my horses want/need/'are thinking' because A) I am a freak, and B) I did have one horse who developed a chronic condition, and I sometimes had to be sensitive.
Right. Going to bed now. I have to mow the round pen tomorrow. Haven't used it in a while. Then I'm going to work at least one of the horses, probably Tess. Then the opera. wheee!