So I've made the mistake of sharing my apparently odd childhood fantasies with coworkers as of late. So i have got to know if its really that strange ( Read more... )

...That when I don't have regular internet that I post to LJ more? It’s just that when it's right there before me I always think I don't have anything worth saying, but when I cannot have it I just want to use it whenever I get the chance ( Read more... )

I find the need, as I involve more people with my little video project, to settle this issue of a name. If it were I alone, just talking to the camera, my name might suffice. I know the truth though, that having only me was never the plan. I just work better with other people, not to mention I just think too big to stick with anything I could do by ( Read more... )

I hate when people say there not creative just because they think what they create isn't any good. J and I had this argument when we first went out to dinner. As I told her, to be creative isn't to make perfect creations, but it is the need to create at all. It’s like a fire that burns inside, and the only way to quench it is to make something, it ( Read more... )

Maybe it’s just the drugs talking (As I have taken Quite a bit of them so that I don't feel pain in my mouth) But I feel all right. If you hadn't guessed I got my wisdom teeth pulled earlier this morning, I'll let you know if I feel a little less wise. To tell you the truth though I feel as if they hadn't lent me very much so far anyway, and for ( Read more... )

Some of the responses to my appreciation entry have got me thinking about this, coffeegrrl23 in her comment and wholemilkchai in her entry (which referenced the comment, BTW) talked about interest in the day to day activities of any one of us. Now like wholemilkchai I usually don't post my day to day activities, mostly because they are in my opinion, as boring as hell, ( Read more... )

The knowledge that the next day probably won't be as bad. I suppose I've been lucky enough to have it work out like that for me at least. On my darker days when I think that no one is my friend because I'm all alone and extremely bored, it always seemes to happen that the next day three people call me and wondering what I'm up to ( Read more... )

There was no life changing event when I went home last week. There was no tying up of some important loose end. In fact nothing exciting happened at all. I'm not disappointed too much though, after all, that was sort of the plan. What did happen was I began to get a growing sense of confusion within myself concerning how to deal with my dual home ( Read more... )

I found this in some of my old files today. I guess I had planned on showing it to somebody but decided against it. I wrote it right after we had to give up on a film project ( Read more... )

So I finished one set of my CDC's (basically what I have to do to get upgraded a skill level) and got a 79% on the test, hey its not spectacular, but I didn't really study nearly as much as I should have, so I'm not going to complain. But anyway, I have another set to do and I think my brain is pretty much fried, so a change of scenery is in order ( Read more... )