Aug 19, 2006 00:23
So I finished one set of my CDC's (basically what I have to do to get upgraded a skill level) and got a 79% on the test, hey its not spectacular, but I didn't really study nearly as much as I should have, so I'm not going to complain. But anyway, I have another set to do and I think my brain is pretty much fried, so a change of scenery is in order. If nothing else so that I can come back with a fresh start to this very frustrating place.
I'm going back home for a couple of weeks. I'm driving, so wish me the best of luck with that, considering the car I tried to drive here the first time is STILL broke down in an entirely different state. Honestly I should be immensely excited, but if you know me I can't ever just accept something. I've been having second thoughts about going home. I really wish there was somewhere else to go, but I don't really have any friends who live somewhere cool that wouldn't mind me just dropping in. I think what’s making me reluctant to go is some of the experiences I had the last two times I went home for a visit.
So to try to improve my chances of having a good time, I'm making a list of things I can't do, Kind of like when someone makes a new year's resolution except I plan to actually follow these guidelines
1. Don't go home expecting it to heal my soul/mind, coming back a better person
2. Do not go back and try to once again start a relationship with a girl that will break my heart
3. Don't make the above girl the soul reason for going back home at all
4. Don't start an entirely new complicated relationship with a girl when I'm only going to be in town for two weeks
5. Don't try and finish and old film project
6. Don't try and film a new project
7. Don't write a script for a new film project about a squad of assassins that works out of a staples and uses office supplies to kill
8. Don't completely avoid my family
9. Don’t spend ALL of my time at the cafe...well not every day at least
10. And last but not least, don't go crazy either over the above things, or any ones that I haven’t thought of or done yet.
I should be all right, but once I'm there I should definitely take some day trips to other places, I've been cooped up in a little room making videos for too long. Well that and the porn, too much porn.
Oh also, "Snakes on a Plane" is the best bad movie EVER!
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