Longer post!

[absolutefiction]

Thanks to all those guys who replied so fast on my depressing entry previous. I was being a grump and needed to vent ASAP.

Other things that happened during my day that were good:

• met some friends at one of the local coffee shop and talked with them for 3.5 hours....good times
• went out for a jog
• studied some from that damn drivers' manual
• plan on taking my 'L' test next Saturday if mama will let me
• did some arm workouts...gotta get those arms toned and tan for my grad dress
• been in a reading binge lately and almost finished The Hiding Place by Corie Ten Boom (a famous Christian evengalist)
• shaved....lol

This rut I've been in is finally putting a toll on my usual attitude. I find it a hard struggle simply to smile now which was never an impossibility before this. I need to push through this procrastination of mine and get through this. I've been through worse and I prevailed with the help of my family, friends...and eventually I want to be able to accept help from the Lord himself. lol

I will make it through this with my drivers' license, job, and incoming pay check! Yay!!