I'm back!!
I've always wanted to say this: I'M BACK!!
I feel like I've got that inspired, passionate self back. I was hitting a low yesterday. It was so low that I was almost thinking I shouldn't go to church the following morning. I mean, how low do you have to be to not want to go to church for you believers out there?
But thankfully, going to church practically cleansed me and allowed me to ignore those horrible thoughts going through my head about how 'crappy my life was' and all these negative things about who I was. That's how evil gets to you: takes the form of all your weaknesses and attacks, isolates you, and beats the shit out of you until you're nothing and repel people away forever.
I'm glad I'm back though. I'm finally realizing how hopeless I am without faith there to guide me, following the Lord and Jesus Christ. Sorry for getting all 'Jesus Freak' on ya'll but if you're my true friends you'll ignore it and just be glad that I'm happy again no matter which way I got there. lol
I'm reading the bible again and made a connection in Genesis chapter 4 about Cain and Abel. The connection I made was while reading Ishmael by Daniel Quinn. Must read folks! Good book. I also finished Hiding Place by Corrie Ten Boom last night and one of my good friends from church lent me the movie today. I'm exciting to watch it because that book of hers taught me how to pray in a general form. I always thought it was cliche how some people said to pray for everything in your life but the way Corrie says it makes more sense to me. She doesn't even say it, it's all in the way she shows it in her actions. The literature isn't top notch but it's because of how simple it is that makes it so memorable.
Anywho, school's back on tomorrow so I better header and get back in the swing of things with making a lunch and finishing homework. Just wanted to post saying I'm back and thanks to all you guys who rooted for me. <3
Love!
I feel like I've got that inspired, passionate self back. I was hitting a low yesterday. It was so low that I was almost thinking I shouldn't go to church the following morning. I mean, how low do you have to be to not want to go to church for you believers out there?
But thankfully, going to church practically cleansed me and allowed me to ignore those horrible thoughts going through my head about how 'crappy my life was' and all these negative things about who I was. That's how evil gets to you: takes the form of all your weaknesses and attacks, isolates you, and beats the shit out of you until you're nothing and repel people away forever.
I'm glad I'm back though. I'm finally realizing how hopeless I am without faith there to guide me, following the Lord and Jesus Christ. Sorry for getting all 'Jesus Freak' on ya'll but if you're my true friends you'll ignore it and just be glad that I'm happy again no matter which way I got there. lol
I'm reading the bible again and made a connection in Genesis chapter 4 about Cain and Abel. The connection I made was while reading Ishmael by Daniel Quinn. Must read folks! Good book. I also finished Hiding Place by Corrie Ten Boom last night and one of my good friends from church lent me the movie today. I'm exciting to watch it because that book of hers taught me how to pray in a general form. I always thought it was cliche how some people said to pray for everything in your life but the way Corrie says it makes more sense to me. She doesn't even say it, it's all in the way she shows it in her actions. The literature isn't top notch but it's because of how simple it is that makes it so memorable.
Anywho, school's back on tomorrow so I better header and get back in the swing of things with making a lunch and finishing homework. Just wanted to post saying I'm back and thanks to all you guys who rooted for me. <3
Love!