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I wish all this shit I'm dealing with would just solve itself.
I need a job.
I need money.
I need to lose weight.
I need a car.
I need my license first.
...all these things that I've ignored up until now are really putting a large damper on things. The worst part? Everyone else is realizing this too, namely my parents. I just want it all to go away. I want to solve them all but all my insecurities are centered around these things right now and they're hard to get passed. If I talk with my parents about them they toss it aside like they're easy to get over....to me they aren't.
I'm gonna go cry at how co-dependent and lame I am. *sigh*
I need a job.
I need money.
I need to lose weight.
I need a car.
I need my license first.
...all these things that I've ignored up until now are really putting a large damper on things. The worst part? Everyone else is realizing this too, namely my parents. I just want it all to go away. I want to solve them all but all my insecurities are centered around these things right now and they're hard to get passed. If I talk with my parents about them they toss it aside like they're easy to get over....to me they aren't.
I'm gonna go cry at how co-dependent and lame I am. *sigh*